Saturday 31 December 2016

End of the Year Post

It is time, for the final post of the year. (I won't write another post at midnight tonight, I'll just put everything in this one.)

The following will be a list of things I'm grateful for and resolutions (if they relate to the thing), since reflection is about looking at what has happened and what to do better in the future.

  • Going to France and Japan: it feels like the two trips were ages ago, when really they were p much at opposite ends of the year lol I'm glad I'm fortunate enough to explore new places and just experience new things, like snow, natural scenery, cathedrals. And it's nice to do things by myself, like walking around Sapporo, going on a pilgrimage with people I don't really know lol
  • Resolution: I have to do driving, not just for the practicality in having the ability to drive, but as a way for me to get over my fears of doing something like this on my own. I think I should start preparing and going for theory lessons in January, after my normal school timetable is settled. Hopefully it all works out time-wise.
  • Another resolution: Since I ate a lot in Japan, I'm gonna have to get myself moving again. I'll probably skip taking the shuttle bus in the morning and walk to the station to go to school (except when I have classes at 8 or 10 in the morning).
  • Getting B+'s: well, it wasn't quite what I expected. I figured that getting an A/A- wouldn't be so hard since you know, we're first years, it can't be that hard lolololol But I think that made me slack, and underestimate how much work I needed to do. And considering that next semester is more jam-packed than this semester, I can't afford to take things lightly. Also, what's really annoying and frustrating, is that I didn't manage to get my SP module - which I die die must do this year - and I don't know if I'll be able to get it, considering how the remaining classes up for bidding overlap with my allocated modules ugh.
  • Resolution: well, I haven't really figured out how to resolve this lol orz Also I end almost every day at six!!! to eight!!! pm!!! I don't know how I'm gonna come up with a game plan.
  • Having friends: Okay well, I'm not the most sociable of people. I don't consider any of the people I've met in classes and in CSS as "friends", since I still barely know them and they barely know me. For awhile during the past few months, I also isolated myself. For some reason, I started thinking that people didn't really care about me, wanted to talk to me, or bothered to look for me. Of course, unhealthy thinking which may not be true - but I also never felt safe to talk about these thoughts with people, save for three people, since I'm scared of what the rest might think of me. Another reason I don't like hanging out late is 'cos it means either I bother my parents to fetch me home at night, or I walk a kilometer from the main roade in the dark. Despite this though, I'm glad that I had a chance to hang out with people at least once.
  • Resolution: Hopefully, if my timetable permits, I can hang out with people from school more often. At least the CSS group have designated lunch times when they meet up, so I think that's a good opportunity for me. Also, during the times when we have sharing sessions, I'll try to be more honest about my thoughts and problems.
  • Another resolution: I think I need to change my thought process a little. First, I should try to be more grateful for the things I have, and appreciative of the people around me, because I think one of the reasons I can't help other people, is because I'm too focused on myself. Nothing wrong with having to fight your own demons, but I think focusing on myself too much hinders those closer to me from approaching me - and makes me forget them too. 
  • Second, when I have problems or stress, I should talk to someone about it. I think the other reason why I don't talk to others, is because I feel like I shouldn't bother other people with my troubles. I guess again, it plays into the cycle of me thinking no one wants to listen to me.
  • Having somewhere to go: having to go through this whole thing of moving around, first to a temporary apartment, and now my grandmother's house (yes, we're moving again 'cos we can't afford to stay here for another five days) made me realise how lucky I am to have the things I have. Even if it means having to walk out to the bus stop, taking Dal out on walks, doing the really small chores (refilling water containers, washing/drying dishes), at least I can still live in peace, without being disturbed much.
  • Resolution: maybe I can help my mum to do the laundry? That's something to think about.
  • Writing more than the past two years: I didn't really notice it until I looked at how many posts I wrote this year. 23, compared to the 4 and 9 I did the past two years. Granted, that was during a time when some things happened, and I thought people didn't care about me, so I didn't see the point in writing anything about my life then lol
  • Resolution: hopefully in the new year, I can write about more things. It's just a matter of going out, experiencing things, and writing about them (although, experiencing them is the most important part).

I think I'll be okay. I just gotta look at what I already have, and look forward to the future, even though I'm scared of so many things. Everything will be okay c:

Friday 23 December 2016

Hokkaido Holiday

Just came back from Hokkaido, so I'll spend a day or two to write a whole post about my trip, even though there were a couple of my photos have been posted on my Instagram already. There are some little stories and bits of information that I think is interesting, and some pictures that I forgot to upload lol orz

Day 0: Flying at night is kinda poop, really. I don't know why, but sometimes when flying, I feel really gassy. Apparently that's 'cos I swallow a lot of air. I thought I wasn't, but actually I have been when I try to un-pop my ears by yawning. (Knowing that though, meant my flight back was easier for me.) Anyway, being gassy felt pretty uncomfortable on the bus, and I thought I needed to solve that by eating something, but that's not true - I had to toot everything out. But hey, at least I'm not as bad as my dad.

Oh yeah, a day or two before we left, I had to go to the dentist for routine checks and adjustments. Aaaaannnd I got rubber bands put in :U The orthodontist glued on new hooks on the inside of my two upper molars, both left and right, so that's four hooks. The bands on each side, hook onto two upper hooks, then diagonally go across to an existing one on the outside of my lower jaw. It took me some time to get used to, but during my trip to Hokkaido (I accidentally typed Hookaido LOL) I just took them out whenever we had a meal. Sometimes I got lazy and just put on new rubber bands instead of using the ones I had that day. I think that meant I'm running out of bands though, but ah well.

On the flight itself, I watched Kubo and the Two Strings, and Kimi no Na wa, both of which was good. Kimi no Na wa was surprisingly better than I expected. At first I thought it was gonna be like 5 centimeter per second 'cos that's what it reminded me of, but I felt like there was greater plot and better character relationships in this one. Wanted to tear up a couple of times during both movies, so they're good c:

Day 1: We landed in the morning, our first visit was to the Sunagawa highway oasis where we got ice-cream, and I ate it in the snow c: Later we ended up at an Aeon mall in Asahikawa, where we were to get lunch on our own. We ended up eating some cheap pasta 'cos we can't speak Japanese lol We still managed though, just pointing at the menu. We would then repeat this a couple of times later throughout the week, since we had more meals on our own. In hindsight, these two places was probably 'cos the ride to the actual sightseeing places were kilometers away, so they needed some breaks in between, hence the stops at shopping destinations that are just, normal shopping places.

The first sight we went to were two waterfalls, ginga and ryusei. It was super cold 'cos we were up on a mountain, and the winds just blew snow everywhere. The little old man at the souvenir store nearby actually came out to us, handing out paper cups of burnt-tasting tea to us, and let us use the toilets in his store. I started wearing four layers from then on. My dad and I bought mikan from him, 'cos you know, to help with butt troubles.                                                                                                            

                                       

Dinner was a kaiseki filled with crab. Usually I don't eat crab 'cos I'm lazy I don't know how to eat crab, but it wasn't so bad, since the legs were already cut and you just have to dig it out. The last part of the meal was a hairy crab - one for each person - and omg it's just too much to eat. I noped out of there. My dad and I just walked around the hotel, and they had a little arcade corner, where we spent our 100 yen coins on slot machines, gacha, and crane games. (They're really tempting omg)


The onsen there was really nice too, their spring water had sulfur in it, so it was really smooth and soft. At first I was hesitant to go in by myself, but then I thought, eh, I've been to an actual public bath, going to one in the hotel wouldn't be so bad. It was mostly empty with a few old ladies, so that was okay. Also I learned from my previous onsen experience: tie up hair, wash self with soap, and then soak. I did better than my dad, who didn't know you were supposed to wear something under the yukata, so he got grunted at by some old farts lol

Also it gets really dark pretty soon. By the time it was almost four, it was like seven at night back home. The sun still comes up at around six, but our days are evidently shorter.


Day 2: This day was mostly sightseeing natural places again: an observation area, three lakes, and a sulfurous mountain. We first went to Bihiro pass, which was so foggy that we couldn't see the lake below. Also the snow was so deep, that I sank into it with every step, and got snow into my ankle-high boots. Surprisingly, it didn't feel so cold so I think got me some gud boots.

can't see very far out.
ain't nothin to see out there.
look at my lil feet in the sno

We visited another two lakes later, Lake Kussharo and Lake Sunayu. I don't remember much of the first one, but the second one was the one with geese swarming around a warm area in the bank. Apparently there's like a hot spring under the ground near that spot, which is why the geese just floated around there.
Duck duck geese

Then we went to a Mt. Io, that spews out sulfur, so it just smells like rotten egg. At least it wasn't too strong, though.

 Last visit that day was Lake Mashu, and it was pretty windy and cold. I only lasted at most five minutes looking out at the lake.


That night, we stayed at a hotel that had a tribal aesthetic with totem statues, and bears in the lobby. Lake Akan was also right behind the hotel, which was nice to look out at from above. There was another onsen, but it wasn't as nice as the first one. There were also stores along the street that sold handmade wooden craft things. I would've gotten stuff from there, but I don't know what's a good price for some of their things. We did buy our bro a shirt with a comic-style bear attack on the front, which was kinda expensive, but even when we looked at bear shirts in other stores, we haven't found a shirt like it before, so I guess it was worth it.

bear is unsure as to what to do about all the people coming into his territory
Day 3: My dad and I took a walk along the lake early in the morning. Also, I'm not in the habit of wearing gloves 'cos I can't take pictures (or play pokemon go in them lol) very well. Just means I have to suffer having very cold hands that I can't feel lol orz


the lake's blue, da ba dee da ba dai

We went to watch cranes at Akan's crane center, where they feed cranes during the winter. It started by a few farmers scattering some feed for the few cranes that came by in the winter during their migration, in an effort to help them increase populations. They still feed them, but I don't think they treat or take care of them, the center is just like a stop over area for them lol There were also a bunch of photographers with their large, camo lenses, taking shots of the cranes feeding and taking off. Apparently that day was a good day to take shots, since there were so many cranes around and the sun was out. I tried to take some photos too, but I realised that zooming in on my screen results in grainier pictures, so I think they only look okay. I later bought myself some postcards and a little birb pin ouo

I don't have many good shots ono
We later went to a fish market, where we can get our own lunch. I think the highlight of the place was to buy yourself a bowl of rice, and then go around the fish vendors to get fresh sashimi. We would've done that, if we knew how to converse in Japanese, so my dad and I just settled for ramen 'cos that was easier lol orz

Later, we were on the bus for another two hours or so to Ryugetsu sweetpia garden, which is known for their desserts and sweets. Just like us, people come from around the area just to eat good sweets, even though the place is like in the middle of nowhere, and diddly darn do I like me my sweets. My dad got us an eclair (that had good cream filling omg) and a cheesecake. I liked the cream the best 'cos it made the pastry moist, and it wasn't overly sweet either. We also bought a box of mochi coated in soybean powder to bring home. I didn't realise that it was gonna expire so soon, like a day after we land, but the rest of my family snatched it up anyway when we came back. It was some gud mochi, man.

yum yum in my tums.


That night, we were in a small city called Obihiro, which didn't have much going on at night. Our hotel was near the JR station, which had some shops that we looked at. There was a 100 yen shop, where I bought some cloth for a possible sewing project, a small bookstore with manga and other Japanese literature, and even a store that specialised in manga and comic supplies. There were ink pens, copic markers, proper manga paper, stuff like that, so that was interesting to look at. Apart from that though, there wasn't much going on in town at night. We tried to walk to other buildings, but they were stuff like furniture stores, and a pachinko building, so needless to say, we didn't go around that far.

Day 4: First business of the day was to go shopping. We headed back in the direction of the airport, 'cos there was an outlet mall nearby, Chitose Rera outlet mall. They mostly had branded goods though, which doesn't interest me, so after my dad bought himself some new pants (to fit over his thermals), we went around the toys section. At first I didn't want to, because you know, I ain't no kid no more, but we did anyway, since we had time and nothing else to do.

There were some interesting things though, like bags and pencil cases designed to look like breads and sandwiches (which I wanted to get for Ju, but they were p expensive), stuffed toys (which were also expensive, although probably less expensive than back here), a whole store just for jigsaw puzzles that even sold frames to go with them, and rows and rows of gacha machines. Guess where most of my money went LOL I got most of my gacha items from there though, like a Tubbs keychain, tonkatsu from sumikko gurashi, litten, gudetama, and a small lil bunny. I hoarded all of them in the pockets of my jacket, so I couldn't hide my hands from the cold that suddenly came upon us. The snow was thick and large enough that it was visible on my phone, so I took a short video of snow falling.

For lunch, we had some grilled beef and pork, which was a change from the seafood and kaiseki meals we had previously. It was also near a small stream, which had some geese floating in it, so yay, more birb photos lol They were pretty cute, although they weren't moving around very much.


On our way to the next hotel, the tour guide decided to let us go the the Silo observatory to see Lake Toya, since it was on the way, and to reduce some of the stuff going on the next day, since it was gonna be pretty packed. Again, I didn't spend long out there to take photos, since it was so windy and cold.

I was pretty sad though, in the souvenir store. I wanted to buy just two postcards, but the line at the cashier was so long, thanks to the PRCs buying horse oil. Also while I was walking around the store, I apparently missed a fat cat that was sitting outside in the cold, so I missed the chance to take pictures of a cat ono

The hotel (nonokaze resort Toya)  was real fancy, with Lake Toya at the back. I think it's the best looking hotel we've been to lol They also had the best onsen experience I had. There was a bath on the roof, and it was magical up there omg It was kinda scary at first, because not only is it cold out there, but it's so dark, you can't tell what you're looking at. But the darkness was the perfect backdrop to watch the winds blow white steam around you, it was so mystical to watch. The onsen pools inside also had the best temperature, but when I went back into the indoor pools, I started feeling dizzy, possibly 'cos the cold on the roof was doing me in. It was still enjoyable, though. Best temperature and experience, but the water wasn't soft, it was just normal hot water.

Day 5: This day was more travelling, headed towards Sapporo. We had a lot more to do today, since some of the sights are close together. Before that though, my dad and I took a walk round the back to see the lake.

That was also when I learned how important ear protection is. It was so cold, that my eardrums started to hurt, and it was such a strange feeling, I thought I was gonna damage something. So now I know, wear a beanie lol

Anyway, in the morning we took the Usu ropeway up to an observation deck on mount Showa, to overlook Lake Toya again and some other smaller mountains. It was super cold up there though, and again, going out without gloves is a bad idea. I didn't last long out there lol



There was a little slope where you could bobsled down. I had a go at it, and it was quite fun, but having a small pile of snow as a cushion to crash into, my legs got stuck in it. Touching snow with your bare hands is freezing omg and I got snow in my shoes and around my ankles. At least there was a standing heater in the lobby of the ropeway, so I managed to warm up a bit.

Next was the bear park that was down at the base of the ropeway. I had looked the place up beforehand, and came across some bad reviews about it, like how the bears lived in concrete and metal cages, in areas too small for them. But people enjoy seeing animals, so :/ I fed them 'cos I felt bad for them, even though I think that meant funding the park. Ah well.


The baers. They rISE.

Next we went to Kyogoku Fukidashi park, where apparently you can drink the water from a waterfall there. I forgot to take my container to drink the water, but my dad just put his face at the water collection point to drink it. He said it tasted slightly salty, probably from the minerals in the mountains. It was really pretty with white snow everywhere. Water and ice are my #aesthetic I think I got some pretty good shots.




After that was a three-hour long journey to a chocolate factory, which wasn't that great. Or rather, because there were so many people and tourists around, it kinda put me off. We were supposed to be there for cookie decoration, and even then, we only had one chocolate pen to decorate with, and the session didn't last very long. The place itself was pretty big, though. There were pretty-looking desserts on sale, but since it was near dinner time, we didn't get any, so we went around their mini toy and memorabilia museum, and the light decorations outside too.

so temptingggggggggg

look at them chubby pikachus

The ride to Sapporo was a really long one though, not because it was far away, but because there were too many cars on the road. I guess it doesn't help that the roads were icy and slippery, so all the more reason to be slow and cautious. And the restaurant we were supposed to go to kept calling our tour guide, asking when we'll be coming, 'cos apparently it's a very popular place, and if you don't get there on time, they'll have to let other people in instead. They still let us in, even though we were about half an hour late, but I think that's also 'cos we were a tour group of 30 people, so they wouldn't leave 30 people out in the cold to find their own food on such short notice lol

Day 6: We went to Otaru in the morning, and boy oh boy, more tourists. (I say more tourists, when in reality, it was a particular group of tourists, and I don't want to be mean and stereotypical, but gosh diddly darn dem PRCs.) We had our photos taken at the canal, and then allowed to walk around, and go shopping for specialty items, like a store dedicated just to music boxes, glass stores, and dessert stores like LeTao. I think the mass of people around us got to me, 'cos I became annoyed after awhile, having to wait for the rest of the tour group. I just wanted our tour guide to show us the places to shop at, and then let us go where we wanted to, instead of wasting time talking to us about the stores.


We didn't go to LeTao, though, which I think is Hokkaido is famous for, but since we were gonna go for lunch after (and how we now know how much there is to eat) we didn't eat anything from there. We did have ice-cream though, because why would you give up a chance to eat ice-cream? After lunch we went to visit the old government house, which had some historical stuff in it, like a museum.


After that, we were given time to walk around Sapporo on our own, although our tour guide wanted to show us some places to shop at, like this store that sells chocolates and sweet stuff from Ishiya along tanuki koji. It was, again, filled with PRCs, so my dad and I decided to go there the next day instead. Oh yeah, the reason why he brought us there is because the stuff there is 5% cheaper, compared to other stores that sell the same stuff. Apparently in Japan, they sell the same products at the same price, so pricing is standardised across all stores, even at the factory outlets. I don't know how true that is, but eh, better to buy food nearer the end of the trip.

Anyway, after he brought us to tanuki koji, we headed off on our own towards Daimaru, because that's where the pokemon center was!! It was slightly more than a kilometer walk away from where we were, and it wasn't hard to get lost since Sapporo's layout is that of a grid. We could walk all the way there underground, just that we didn't know where the exit would be, so we walked above ground for awhile too.


My dad left to sit outside and wait for me, while I spent like, at least half an hour in there wondering what to buy for other people. I did find the original vulpix, my sweet child. I got my bro a team skull pikachu, when it turned out that he wanted one of the plushies with a ditto face. Sadly I only knew that when we came back ono Ah well. If I could, I would've bought a set of plushies of the current starters, but I no enough money. Also the line was crazy long, and I was burning in my jacket. For some the reason, the store had a bunch of middle schoolers with baskets filled with pokemerch, and I'm like ??? Why y'all in school uniform on Sunday, with so much money? The guy at the cashier was also pretty nice. When he spoke to me in Japanese, I told him I didn't understand, so he tried to speak to me in English.

After dinner, we walked to Odori park, where they held a Christmas market with some Christmas lights on display too. There was a store selling postcards designed by local artists, ranging from the kind of artists at artist alley, to little kids. I bought some cards from there, of course. Again, I'm not good at taking nighttime shots of lights.


The roads were pretty slippery, since it was just ice, no fresh snow like in the countryside, so getting around was a work out for my legs and feet.

Day 7: The day was completely on our own, but at around ten, our tour guide was gonna show us to other shopping places and how to use the underground, which we already did the previous night, so we just went out from there. We headed to the store selling the chocolates, and then went to Tokyu Hands before coming back to unload whatever we got. We went back out just for lunch, and then came back. My dad wanted to spend the rest of the day to check on his mail and work stuff, but I wanted to walk about some more - so my dad let me off the hook and allowed me to walk around on my own heheh I knew where I wanted to head towards, which was a kinokuniya near the TV tower, which was pretty much a straight line, so I just had to stick to google maps.

While walking, I passed a bunch of comic stores, one of which was a rental store - and the only people inside were just men. Men in suits, or just young guys, they were there. I left after realising it was mostly manga catered to them, so I continued walking. There was another store that sold instead of rented, and this one had more girls - because of the doujins. I would've bought some for people *cough jo/ju cough* but I didn't know if they needed to check ID for R-rated ones (I assume there were), so I didn't. They had YOI, Free, Haikyuu, even APH, you know, the usual stuff. I would've bought manga from there, but I couldn't find any recognisable one, or any that I've read, except for koe no katachi, which I already have.

I managed to get to the TV tower, but couldn't find the store, 'cos apparently it was underground. Their kino wasn't big, but trying to go through all the manga in Jap took up quite a lot of time. I managed to find something for Daryl (he chose Your Lie in April) I also got some change from that for gacha machines hehehe When I got back up to the main road, I slipped and fell on my left side, which hurt kinda bad (I can still feel it lol orz) Along the way there were some arcades, so I went there hoping to find a gacha machine that had love live in it for Jo. Sadly, all I found were claw machines, and love live machines. I ended up spending 400 yen on some claw machines, hoping to try my luck on the larger items. I spent my last 100 yen coin on a vending machine for hot milk tea. Anyway, I enjoyed my time walking round on my own in the cold, just that it's really icy and hard to get around.

My dad wanted to eat at one of the highly rated restaurants since we were there, just that we didn't know how to make a reservation lol orz So we got the receptionist at the hotel to do that for us. It's a Japanese-Italian restaurant called Picchu, and it's a really small place, with seats at the counter round the kitchen, and some seats upstairs. Needless to say, it was kinda hard to communicate with the waitress. She asked us if we wanted the chef's recommendation, which is omakase, but according to reviews, it took real long, like three hours long to go through all seven courses, so yeah, we just ordered from the board on the wall. The menu was in Japanese and Italian, so uh, yeah. At least there were some recognisable words, so we ordered those. 

While waiting for our food, my dad could look down and take a sneak peek into the kitchen. He mostly saw just one person working, doing one dish at a time, which probably makes sense as to why service was slow. But then he got confused, because he remembered seeing a young guy that also served some of the guests, and my dad sometimes saw two people in there. We had mozzarella cheese with some seafood thing, a salad of scallops, and two pastas with, guess what, herring roe and cod sperm! We had no idea we were eating, until we googled what we were eating. The herring roe was okay, but the sperm was kinda weird. We also had medium rare venison with wasabi and peppers. 
This is genuine Japanese-Italian, Italian dishes done using local ingredients that are also Japanese delicacies, so that was quite a different experience. Turns out there was some history linked with why there's so much Japanese Italian food, and I think it's an interesting read.

When we finished, we saw the same young guy and the waitress send us out - and that was when we realised, it was the young guy who was cooking for us, although we swore we saw someone behind him in the kitchen when the young guy opened the door for us. Still, there was something nice in knowing that this young guy in his twenties serving good Japanese Italian food, and survive while being the only chef in his restaurant. After that, we just went back to the hotel, pack our stuff, and sleep early since we had to wake up early.

Day 8: We had to leave the hotel at about 5.45 in the morning, because our chartered flight was 8 in the morning, and we couldn't afford to miss it, since it's a flight specifically for other tour groups too. I watched Kubo and Kimi no Na wa again on the plane, slept for about an hour and a half or so. At least the flight back wasn't so bad when I realised how much air I swallowed on the first flight. When we went collect our bags, our tour guide came up to me to pass me a receipt, allowing me to collect a pokemon for $9.90, since he remembered that I like pokemon. I got myself a litten to join my vulpix, so I guess it was a good idea I didn't get a litten in Japan lol

Overall: I think this trip had less stuff to do and see than Shikoku, since Hokkaido is larger, and there's more travelling to do. But I think I enjoyed myself better on this trip and better appreciated what went on, since I'm older lol Our guide though, I think could be better, though. His commentary isn't very exciting - or factual. He said he studied history, but when he talked about Japan's involvement in World War I and II, it was pretty biased and too general. His personal stories were more interesting though, like how he used to work in finance, but one day decided to drop all that, learn Japanese, and move to Japan to study more. He then came back to become a tour guide, because apparently the Southeast Asian region was a popular holidaying spot among the Japanese. Or at least that was so during the time he became a tour guide. However, some of his personal stories that he shared about Japanese culture and lifestyle sounded kinda outdated to me, like about the treatment of housewives at home. I'm not saying that it's not possible for it to be true, but I don't know if that is still true for the current generation. Another was about radiation and cancer, and even if he says that he reads the papers and cuts out good articles, I don't think he's entirely educated on those areas.

His one interesting story though, was about a time he hosted a yakuza chief in Singapore, while he was still a rookie guide. Apparently he was doing so well and pleasing him, that before the big guy left (he had to leave early 'cos his son was in some life-or-death trouble with another clan), he offered him a whole brief case of stacks of US cash. Very tempting, I must say, but he managed to turn it down. One of his Japanese friends warned him against taking money from the yakuza, especially since he's a tour guide, it's easy to use him as a mule for something. Once you take their money, you can't decline to do a favour for them. It is a little terrifying though, to know how close someone was to making a bad decision. I think that was the most interesting story from him lol

Back Home: Anyway, we're currently temporarily staying in an apartment while our bathroom renovations are going on. I don't know how my mum managed to survive in a dusty house, and sleep in her own room where drilling work is being done. I think my sister stayed downstairs in the basement, and my bro stayed in his own room since it's not being affected. But with my dad and I back, we needed to move out since we can't all fit. So now, we're living in a condo near ACJC lol Even though we're in a pretty convenient spot, I can't really go out 'cos my wallet is locked at home, where the bathroom works are taking place. My mum did go back one to get some of my clothes, but since it was in a locked drawer, she couldn't get it. Also, there's only a few key cards to go around, and I'm stuck with the one that is torn in half and held with tape lol I could go out, but only if someone else is at home, since someone needs to open the door for my mum, or if I take dal out.

Ah well, that's mostly it for now. Soon this year will be over, and then school with start, and hopefully the home will be done by then. Sigh, school :/

Monday 5 December 2016

Updates at Home

I've been meaning to write a follow-up post from the last one, but never really got round to doing it, until now lol

So the problems with the actual house is gonna be resolved soon, I think. The leaking has led to some damages, but the actual amount of water that has been leaking is reducing, I think. And my bro and my bathrooms are gonna be renovated, so hopefully while they're digging up stuff, they can figure out how to solve the leaking problems, and the circuitry in my room can be fixed too. Meanwhile, surviving by candle light isn't so bad either lol (I use it to practice taking out candles using by clapping it out, or by wushu-ing it)

Dal did have some weird problems for awhile. He started limping and kinda walking on one side for a few days, and he couldn't lie down or sleep in peace, so he would just stand up most of the time. Even when we brought him to the vet one night, he would walk fine, just that he would flinch a bit. The vet said that it doesn't seem like anything wrong with is reflexes, but he also mentioned that dogs sometimes pretend, or mask their symptoms. As soon as we got through door back home, he began limping again and kinda half-walked half-fell to the side LOL Such an actor. Even after another trip or two to the vet (and even a specialist) we still didn't really know what was wrong with him.

It wasn't until our maid came back to visit for a day, and when my (second) bro came back from Qatar, that Dal was back to normal, wagging his tail, barking at other dogs, and jumping about. So, we don't know if Dal was just going through a period of doggie-depression. We thought not, because my bro and I are home pretty much all the time now, so technically he isn't lonely. Maybe he just missed having people at home. Even so though, if that was the case, he should be showing symptoms again since my (second) bro has flown back to Qatar, so. I don't really question it, as long as he's fine and not in pain anymore lol Also I take care of him most of the time, bringing him out to pee around lunch time, and giving him his dinner if no one else is home yet, so that's what I've been doing at home lol

So the situation with my maid: we were pretty sure she was gonna fly back. My sister even made a little booklet with our photos and got us to write stuff in it. I even gave her my stuffed bear before I left for school, on the day she was supposed to leave. Fortunately, she managed to find an employer at the last minute, so she stayed with us for a few more days before leaving. During the first week with the new family, things seemed okay. Looking after kids is more fun for her, I think, at least it's not so boring. We even made an agreement with the employers that she can come over to our place on the Saturdays that she's free, since she'd probably go out with her own friends on her free Sundays, so at least on Saturday, she has somewhere to go.

Recently though, I think things have been getting tougher on her, because the previous two maids that were working there, left too, so now she's left to take care of the house by herself, and the employers themselves don't have good personal habits. According to what my mum said, apparently the parents can go out on a Saturday night to drink, and come back locked out of the house 'cos they forgot to bring their keys. The father leaves his cufflinks and his belt in his pants when he's changed his clothes. And I'm like ??????? How can you constantly forget your keys???? And get yourself drunk, like you have to be responsible enough to take care of your own kids!! And do you think that your shit won't get lost in the wash??? So she's hoping to just survive these two years of her contract, and then fly back home.

Anyway, since she's not here anymore, my bro and I have to find out ways to feed ourselves for lunch when we're home lol orz The first time my bro cooked for us, he didn't know how to use the new microwave that functioned as a grill too, so since he didn't know how to use it to toast bread, he just put bread in an oily pan, and fried it. It was quite nice actually, made it crispy, but also very oily. My bro was gonna do that a second time the next day, but as he was putting in the next slice of bread, he dropped it, and Dal snatched it up straight away. He gave up cooking after that, so the next time we were both home for lunch, I had to cook instant noodles, and heat up the sausages in the microwave. I'll be honest, that was my first time cooking instant noodles - so you can see that I'm even more hopeless than he is lol

We probably survived on some microwaveable food for awhile, until my mum left out some filleted fish for us to cook. Once again, it fell on me to cook since my bro wasn't going to. I ended up getting step-by-step instructions from Hans via whatsapp (ikr) on how to cook the salmon. That was my first time frying something with supervision and my god, is it terrifying for me. I put oil in the pan (but it didn't fully cover the pan lol orz) tried putting the fish skin-side down, but it ended up being skin-side up. Then it got stuck. I managed to flip it over somehow, and then the skin got stuck too. At one point I got so scared, I just switched the gas off, and didn't dare touch the pan, so the salmon wasn't fully cooked lol orz I don't know how I managed to get it off of the pan, but I did. And I guess I did cook something edible, even if I had to put it in the microwave for 50 seconds. My mum then later said that that piece was hard to cook 'cos it was pretty thick. Anyway, I was traumatised by it for about a week, until this weekend.

I went shopping with my mum to get a new pan (really, I just wanted to get out of the house 'cos I needed to hatch my egg LOL). The pan was small enough that I could use it, and was non-stick so I didn't need so much oil, and things wouldn't stick to it lol Then when we went to isetan, they were selling salmon fillets marinating in basil and olive oil. Since they were pretty thin, and technically already flavoured, my mum thought it was a good idea to try it. We bought four slices, and cooked three of them that night. At least with some help and someone watching over me, I wasn't so bad. There was a point when I was supposed to flip it though, and some oil splattered onto my hand. It was painful enough that I freaked out and was too scared to flip it, but I still had to do it, so I did lol All three slices turned out okay, just that some where oilier than others. Since I could do dinner, my real test was today - cooking the last piece by myself.

It is pretty evident I came out of it alive LOL Although I did manage to burn the first side orz I got scared again when trying to flip it 'cos the oil was sputtering again (even though it wasn't in my direction) so I turned the fire off orz But then I had to light it up again 'cos the other side would still be raw if I didn't continue. So, I managed to finish it, and put it in the microwave for half a minute for good measure, just in case it was still raw. In the end, I had edible fish. As much as I want to be proud of myself for getting better, I can feel so much judgment that I can envision people having of me lol

Sigh.

As for my knee, somehow it got better over time. My mum gave me some cream thing, but that's only like a painkiller that in itself isn't foolproof. When I sit down and raise my leg from the knee, sometimes you can hear a cracking sounds, like the kind when you crack your fingers lol But for some reason, that now doesn't really happen anymore, which is weird. The true test was during pilates, when one of the exercises looks like this, which uses the knee, and surprisingly, my knee didn't hurt the next day. I don't think my knee has fully healed though, sometimes when we do exercises that needs you to put weight on it, I get a little worried, but so far I've been getting better somehow lol

Apart from all that though, school stuff has been okay. Evolution finals had fewer questions than we expected, stats was somehow more of analysis rather than actual calculations, and my effective reasoning paper was a head-scratcher, but I left early since I figured that extra time wouldn't answer my questions if I really don't have the answers lol Other stuff that has happened is our church's advent fair, where we sell stuff to raise money for a chosen charity that year. We do it at the end of the year during advent (the four weeks before Christmas), along with other things, like actually visiting the organisation, volunteering there, making videos to show during mass so that we can collect more money from the people lol

I helped out by getting some of the girls to sew Christmas ornaments. At first, I thought it would be pretty easy for them to do, but I think like 75% of the work was done by my mum and I lol orz They still did contribute quite a fair bit though. I handed a whole sheet of felt to one of the girls to cut out hearts and stars, and she basically used up everything in one day. I went over to one of the girl's house too, to sew designs on, and taught another how to sew the string that you use to hang the ornaments. All of that saved time, so that I could either study a little bit, or to sew the more difficult parts. Still, I'm glad that they were pretty happy we sold all of it c: My mum told me to finish up the remaining pieces when I'm free, and I even bought another bag of stuffing (which is so much softer btw omg) so I'll probably do some more. I should probably pack my luggage first though, since I'll be leaving for Hokkaido in a week. I can't wait, but it's the packing that I've been putting off :/ So, I guess I'll go do that now lol