The house is falling apart lol

A lot of things are happening at once, or at least it has been happening over this past month. The false ceiling is leaking water from my parents' bathroom, my bathroom light, fan, and ceiling light doesn't work, Dal all of a sudden got twitches and has been shedding a lot, and our maid is leaving us. She was intending to find another family to work with, but since no agents or families want to hire her, all of a sudeen she decided she's going home tomorrow. So yeah, the house is falling apart lol In the words of my maid, "the house is crying".

For awhile this past month, I felt pretty bad. I got some knee pain on and off some time last month, and even though it doesn't hurt anymore, I think muscle at the back of my thigh has had to compensate for it. That was one of the things. And at first I thought it was 'cos I was stressed with work, and some things happened that reminded me of how much my social anxiety and fear of stepping up for things has affected me lol And I think the reason why I've been feeling poop these past few days is because I didn't really want to see all these other things happening, 'cos there's so much to deal with. I feel poop 'cos I don't want to feel all of this - and I guess I will have to eventually, I am getting there, but in the meantime, I gotta keep it together 'cos I have work to do.

But I'll manage, hopefully things can blow over.