So, Hans came back on the 14th last Thursday, and stayed until the 19th this week, to collect his school cert and come visit me lol It just so happened that by the time he came, we had two days of wake already, so he came on the third day of the wake, for the funeral the next day, and even went to church with me on Sunday. I think he was pretty okay with it though, 'cos like during the wake, he spent quite some time talking to my older cousins. (Also, one of my cousins was like "why no pictures of you two on your (my) instagram" hence the photo last Tuesday lel)
On Monday, I went with Daryl, Bei, (and Hans came later) to collect our certs, and it was kinda nice to see old teachers, and I was surprised they weren't bothered by us sitting in, even though it is kinda disruptive. Anyway, once again, talking to Mr B has made me aware of how unproductive I've been lol He asked me what I did these past few months - probably expecting me to say I've found work - but the first thing that came to mind was my sewing, so I told him I had been sewing lel I felt kinda self-conscious and critical of myself some time this week, partly because of that. But I know I did more than that these six months, surely, even if it didn't include a job. And yeah, I just realised I could've told Mr B I went to France, or that I had helped out in a running of a camp, but no, the first thing that came to mind was my crafts :I Although to be fair, I had forgotten when was the last time I talked to him (beginning of this year when nothing at all had happened) and the most recent thing was my sewing, so that made sense.
Anyway, we went to sing karaoke (I'msorryClaire) at NEX, and at first it looked kinda dodgy, but it was pretty well-lit, so it wasn't so bad. We sang mostly old songs, a couple of new ones, and had fun 'cos you know, none of us were there for serious singing (although maybe I'm 2 gud so it wasn't as funny when I sang lel)
On Tuesday, I went with him to buy my bro a large craftholic bear, 'cos his therapist had gotten him a small one, but a large guy like him needs one his own size, you know? And I had been thinking of getting one for him ever since he got the small one like a few weeks ago, but was wondering if it was worth it. Turns out it was, 'cos not only does he like it, he says he uses it as his blanket when it's too warm for a proper blanket, but cold enough to need some coverage LOL Also I wanted Hans to get me a stuff toy 'cos I don't really have something from him that I can see daily (except two McDonald Hello Kitties, I'm saving those to sell in the future), so we went around a few places, and finally settled on a pink flamingo from the airport ouo (like really, the airport of all places? But I like those generic animal stuff toys, not the ones from a series 'cos then I only see it as a character, not it's own being) We settled on the name Fran, because even though I saw the flamingo as a male, Hans saw it as a girl, so we just left it as Fran for Franz and Francesca. Say hello to my first genderfluid stuff toy LOL (Most of my soft toys are male to me, don't ask me why)
Also, my maid was hospitalised 'cos her skin condition got real bad. Like on the first night of the wake, she felt a chill, and the next day her leg was swollen. I think it's possible that she might have cut herself on the wood used to make the platform at my grandmother's place, which is how it got infected, 'cos I got a cut myself too and didn't feel the pain until the next day lol But anyway, it was a serious enough infection that she needed antibiotics in an IV drip. Hans and I visited her with my sister and her bf on Saturday. And I guess even though so much had happened during the time he was here, it was a good chance for him to spend time with my family too, especially since he'll be gone for long periods of time, and if he ever wants a future with me, he better get to know my family LOL
Anyway, with him gone, I went with Ju to watch Finding Dory yesterday, and we walked back and forth between JEM and JCube. We tried the claw machine for the Gudetama EZ-link card she wanted, and failed. Like I was so close actually, to getting one of the sumikko gurashi toys, like the claw actually picked it up, but then it fell through its grip, so :I y u cheat my feeling Oh yeah, I just realised that yesterday was the first time I bought a piece of clothing without my mum LOL Thank you, Ju, I'll wear that dress to uni (as long as we don't wear our dresses on the same day)
Today though, some drama went down during our catechism session, but I don't want to go into that, or at least I don't feel like I should lol But yeah, that's been my past two weeks.
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